inspirational incongruity

awaken me from this nightmare
a chance to relive my mistakes
in painful reality i surrender
out of anger flies tranquility

screaming lights make eyes cry
distorted sounds make ears bleed
warped senses make bodies collapse
a head trip to watch out for

incongruity shapes the world
nothing fits, everything unique
timeless counts of configuration
lifeless times of misunderstanding

manipulation of world knowledges
i hate the imperfection
seemingly scheming doubts
gnawing away at spinal thoughts

jargon jarring the minds
of trained analytics, placed
to throw the pragmatical sense
this cryptic rhymless rythem

inspiration contained
creativity suppressed
depression runs free
optimism asks a question

if to remain morbid
to be called depressing
or to smile and suffer
to be overlooked, with disinterest

life runs a crooked course
with no map to guide
till the end is reached
no one can know where they go